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Monday, October 18, 2010

In the zone!

This is something that all the girls in the world need to find out.

More guys thrown into the friend zone would be better partners than some these guys you girls pick. Really.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

MAE

My favorite band ever. They've gone through a lot; they've been raising money to build houses for people who lost their homes, they had their can of instruments stolen, they've had members leave and now come back.

Unfortunately it's just for their Goodbye, Goodnight Tour. And yes, it's their last tour.

I can honestly say they're my favorite band ever, I can never get sick of listening of their songs. I loved all of them, even when they changed styles a little. It's different from the music you'd hear everywhere. I love it. Their songs were full of thought and inspiration, and it showed. They are real artists that I admire. I missed the chance to see them in concert so, now I won't be able to.

I'm pretty emotional about this, but they are the most amaezing band ever.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

zero tolerance

Tonight was a great farewell dinner for one of our managers, Rosa. All the managers carpooled down to [Mississauga] Lakeshore, to this restaurant called ten. Fairly expensive, 9 of us attended, and the bill totaled to almost $500. Everyone had quite a few drinks and laughs (made me thank the heavens I'm 19!). We all went home full of great food and stories.

My dad picked me up from our McDs, and luckily he brought the van so I could drive. I drove us home, safe and sound. After recapping the whole day (I had to go pick up my cellphone from the repair place ealier), in my head, I had a little red flag go up.

I drove with alcohol in my bloooood.

OKAY I KNOW IT'S NOT LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD, and my drink wasn't strong at all, but I don't even have my G2.

I really need to work on that.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Prepare yourself.

I haven't had a whole day to myself to play around with my sexy Bamboo, but I'm starting tonight. It's going to be fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!

Expect some awesome amazing weird sudden unexpected non-important mind-blasting random terrifying cool shocking mysterious funny plentiful changes to go on here (layout-wise). Maybe I'll learn some html. Maybe I won't. Maybe kinkeejou shall be my guinea... bean.

Okay bye now

Monday, July 12, 2010

One, you're like a dream come true.

I'm not one to count, but one whole year ("officially") with her has come to pass.

One whole year of everything I've been looking for, and I'm thankful for all of it. I may be forgetful -- especially for the little things -- but I won't forget how much fun we have. Many more memories to come, I know it. People have told me that not fighting isn't healthy, but I don't believe that. It was a comfortable quiet celebration, but that gave me more time to talk to you and think about everything.

You're so thankful of the things I do for you, that's something that I've never received before. You've been such a great influence and motivation. You're so thoughtful, and fun, and loving. And you talk to me. I get some people asking me about what we talk about on the phone, and I honestly don't remember everything. I do know that I enjoy talking to you. You listen and you tell me everything.

The next year with you in the same school! I haven't told anyone at all but God knows how much I want to tell everyone. Maybe more of your hardworking personailty will rub off on me?

Thanks for this past year, MJ. Much, much more will come, I know.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Back to Basics

I have no songs to play on guitar. I am in desperate need of expanding my music library, even if most of the stuff I listen too won't have tabs up on guitar sites. But that's for a different day.

I've decided to learn guitar from scratch, basically go back to the stuff I skipped over when I first picked up a guitar. Basically, the stuff that you'd learn if you hired an instructor. Not only is this a way for me to have something to do with my guitar, I can get better at it, too. Hopefully I'll be doing this for drums, soon. I have my eyes set on a used little drum set at Buy and Sell City, and a practice pad at Walters. I can't wait to move, then I'll be buying me a drumset. Maybe I should think of a name now?

But Noelle the uke still needs some lovin'. I need to find more songs for her. Any ideas?

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Too cool

Lately, so much has been going on in my life. Exams are here, I'm being trained to be a manager, and I'm moving. But I seem just fine, don't I?

I mean: I actually study when I'm home, 'cause exams are definitely not my best friends; I have to go to special shift management classes - which aren't as bad as they sound - but I sometimes have to do that on top of regular work; we just recently sold our hosue and bought one, but moving out day is May 27 (?) and moving in day is September 2 (?). Why am I not panicking? I'm worrying myself. Instead of me whining about all the shit I have to do, now I'm whining about me not whining. There's no pleasing me, is there?

I do have to sacrifice time with friends and MJ. The closest thing I get are phone calls, texts, and a few games of COD here and there. I guess I know how to make the best of those to keep me sane.

Monday, April 5, 2010

me too

I blog too!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

I am.

I am so proud of you. I truly, am.

Getting valedictorian was just what you deserved. And to me, yes, it was a disappointment that you didn't get it. To make up for it, I want you to know your impact on the people around you. I want you to know that you're someone everyone can look up to. I wanted you to know what you do to everyone - how you inspire us and how you teach us so much. I want you to know that you and the things that you do are appreciated.

To be honest, I'm a bit jealous. I wish I was just like you. I wish I could do so well in school and still be the life of the party. I wish I could be all that you are. But in this sense, you push me a little to do better now, to show me that I can do it too. I really wish I could have seen and hear your speech. Something tells me this part of you is something I have yet to discover: (from what I've heard) your entertaining, yet real(down to earth) public speaking skills. But I digress.

Congratulations to you. You've accomplished something that everyone can admire. And you didn't have to change yourself to do it. Just by being yourself you've managed to show others so much; you've shown me that a normal person just like myself can be an amazing person who can influence others to be the same. You're 5'1", but everyone around you looks up to you.

I'm so proud of you. I truly am.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Walk your child

I was walking Shadow today, like usual. Something hit me (figuratively), and I've come up with a new comparison:

Walking a dog is like parenting.

Okay, hear me out. Let's consider the walk itself as the life; the path its figurative counterpart. You're letting your dog go where he wants, and go where he needs, but ultimately you need to stick to your path. Here's where it got me. Shadow sometimes takes his sweet time at some spots. Sometimes he likes to wander off. I constantly have to pull him back so we can get home and not waste time. And that's it. When you're bringing up kids, you need to find that balance between letting the child do what they want and keeping them on track. Just walking the path is boring and you don't get a lot out of it, but letting Shadow sniff and walk everywhere would just be wasting time. It just makes sense to me!

Monday, March 1, 2010

Pick it up!

So I finally managed to buy my cellphone. Unfortunately, I'll have to wait a little bit for it, since I bought it from eBay. I hope the wait is going to be worth it; I really can't wait to get it. I was picking in between an HTC Touch Pro, and its upgrade, Pro II. Since a lot of people were upgrading to the Pro II, the former was selling, on average, for less. Here were my reasons for getting each:

HTC Touch Pro
+SEXY
+Cheaper
+More compact size
+More functional buttons on the front
+Longer battery life
-Already an "installment" behind, possibly need to upgrade earlier.

HTC Touch Pro II
-More expensive
-Huge.
+SEXY
+Big ass screen
+More updated hardware
+When you put face down on a surface it automatically goes to speakerphone. HOW COOL IS THAT?!

It's going to be coming from Texas, so it will take a while. I'm not gonna get my hopes up and wait for it every day. That would be hell. My dad said it would take 3 weeks. I wasn't planning on waiting that long, thank goodness I'm ready for it now.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

To myself.

I forgot what this blog is all about.

It's me talking to myself. Me writing down the things I think about. To help me understand my thoughts and so I can answer my own "why"s. Maybe it'll help others understand themselves, too. Just right anything, I am my own audience. I'm not going to write to get more people to read and feel well liked. Kinkeejou has spoiled me. At least now I have my own space.

I just need to keep telling myself to write on.